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"Your Candied Laughter Crawls"
I bathe my mind in the forgotten lives
Of haunted names
Because your secrets sleep deep
In your open mouth
Where Parasites dream
Ashamed and bulimic
Candied laughter crawls
Through the stains that you leave
And feed the ghosts in my sheets
Another family called
And sent here to hush me
I could never sing well in pairs
And I know it shouldn't touch me
To be tethered to musical chairs
And you were sent here to hush me
I could never sleep well in pairs
And I know it shouldn't touch me
To be tethered to musical chairs
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Ashes Displayed in Zoos
04:37
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"Ashes Displayed in Zoos"
A stomach blind and explored
Beyond trees, pet-shops
And in morgues I wait
War aches less than parting ways
But some kiss divine
And ignored
In folds powdered white
Electric skin lines my
Cabinets of shame
Where I keep my fists
And names
One thousand birds muzzled breathe
In flames
Ashes displayed in zoos
Your life, it drip dries
Into my eyes
And then
You're
Mine
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Perfumed Truth
05:08
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"Perfumed Truth"
Perfumed truth, lithium gauze
Translating paralyzed to imitate us
Distilled hard candy
The callow plenty used for
Vaccinations
A crown of spliced tape unwound
Ignites my eyes
Distending Vows bright like
Radium stars
Costumed nude carrion thought
Dilating concubines write, “Thallium dissolves you.”
Throats filled
Wry, alient gods
Amatory knives like
Conjugal darkrooms
And
I
Don't
Glow
There
Anymore
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4. |
Virus Tape
02:33
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"Barbed Wire Threads the Sun"
You begged yourself to
Swallow
Your own tongue
Before a mirror
Choir housed where
Barbed wire threads the sun
I nailed myself to
A loss
Night childhood games
A soft-spoken, “start...”
Smiles sharp
Bright
Anonymous
Neon
Pain
Have I
Been mis-placed
A life
My shadow waves
Goodbye
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"A Sleeping Centipede Presence"
A sleeping centipede presence
Chemically now
Appears atoned, bereft and alone allied
To deprive the lust of
A cannibal midwife
Penned ivory crossed ignites
Found in knots
Like tails on kites
An inheritance of loss from leeches to guide my heart
Time
Pairing glans pry and ache
Life seething there
A birth like births allowed
In you
Things that carry on
Amended clean with heat and bridal bands
Your tongue still sweet vacates, arrives
Monotone
But happier untied
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Attend
07:14
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"Attend"
Alluvium
Peaks my Eden
“Come down...
Attend...”
Touch alluring
In this field
Of
Sores
My thinning
Quarry of
Dreams
Septic between resigned doorways and knots
Figurines
In odeums
Quarantined
Lead butterflies to bleach and jaws
Revivified limbs pinned
To inflatable walls
Ghostwrite amends and play musical saws
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Flusso
01:29
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"All in Full Bloom Smeared"
Complacent now
You erode like lust when wed
Prim intentions like cysts grown from pity
All in full bloom smeared
A gift to share with no one alive
By order disordered
A garden of need
By order disordered
My organs to feed
By order disordered
The hardest to keep in order with borders
Are closest to me
Sewn tight
Amputees filled with charms
Evasive in curated streets of sound
Trees lean upholstered
Dismembered mimes sing out loud
We drink the water
"May I kill you?", asks my house
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Through Marrow Always
03:40
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"Through Marrow Always"
Superimposed snow-globes
You shook
Not advisable
Infected with lice Ripe
Their screams
Chew through marrow always
And captured on a phonograph
We should play every Christmas Day
And backward that same phonograph
Could play “Happy Birthday”
Excused, lost seen as less than
The host
Of a fetal star
Cooling and Still useless
Censored, cocooned light
Warning scars
Bruising my tongue
And not without cause And not without flaws
A fevered, consumed life
Mute
Pull back the curtains
We've examined her Humbly
The inaccessible touched
Her fruitless pleads Repeating
Urine, her consent to us
A simple breach
But deeply
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"Abrasive Remains Lubricate Me"
Withhold and revise
Abrasive remains lubricate me
Appear across knees and cry
Conceived and resigned
Adhesion creates
Surrogates grieve a loss
Unknowing inside
An allied noose gropes sore-eyed
Toward lives
Expired plowed
Worm-speared
In the idiot sun
Diffused over ice
And breeding with
Intention to die
The sedate and permissible mined
Excretion sustained
Both belong here and
In the way
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12. |
Polaroid Papercuts
04:31
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"Polaroid Papercuts"
A room With needs
Tight breathing walls And near
My life within And without
An animal breathes
In dust, In fear
A calculated loss of leaves and Years
Halls of meat and light
And feral, teething saints
And coiling lovers
Chaste Raped One
Removed White seeds
Phantom winter sounds
From here
Polaroid papercuts
Skin peeling Clear
An animal breeds
In dust In fear
A calculated loss of leaves and Tears
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Quintet
01:35
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At Play with Wasps
04:32
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"At Play With Wasps"
At play With wasps
And absent figurines
In bed with my hear beating backward
A tone Echoes Disease
Mechanical seeds Rewind and restart
Serrated, stone-eating smiles
With darts Sweetened Depart
Awake Drone
Eleven nights shy and apart
Became notes For ears
Clipped , eaten and mourned
A closet of doves And Ill
Weeping glue on the inside
She drinks chrome
I blink and doubt pairs me with sound and with days gone
Alone, divided, aloud
A game with soft and absent memories
In lead with my lungs breathing backward
A stone
Bellows and steam
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"The Smiling Dumb and Serious"
Like violence in the shape
Of real things
Stare at someone unfamiliar
"Side by side" write little girls
My silence fills the space
For real things
Chairs for anyone immaterial
And upright like crippled worlds
The smiling, dumb and serious
Shake like broken plans
In the cold, bright and interior
Place of open dams
In corners
We hide, hollowed
From our cores
From sockets
From fossae
Peeled and torn
In corners
Imagined
Without mouths,
Created
Eyeless instead,
Ethereal, blinded
In corners
With sisters
Doubled back
Unloved
Inspired
Hollowed
From our cores
Peeled and torn
Welted and worn
A figure
Waits in corners
In sockets
In circular mouths
Toothed, ragged
Bitten and holy
Spiraled,
Fretful
Fearing
Sweltered and sweet
A tune
Of mayhem
And mired
Ministries
Without mercy,
Without grace
Swirls through
Madness we catch
In jars
To savor
To cherish
In corners
In sockets
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16. |
Survive Bliss
03:51
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"Survive Bliss"
An agreement
Survive bliss
Eat my
Secrets
Pray too
Why
Ask a question tender
Changing minds
I remember
Dreaming loudest
Always of two
Penknives drip like thoughts of
You
Why
Ask a question tender
Velveteen white flammable screws
Awe-less my whole life through
Penknives drip like thought of
You
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17. |
And Crayon Toxic Twins
05:17
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"And Crayon Toxic Twins"
Obsidian Daylight rush within
Like wire Like aging seas Adopted ends
Wives abort shy devotion
Adhesive plaster skies
In fire write, “Hate me?”
Diseased, appointed friends
And I say, “Yes!”
And, “No!”
One
Thrilled grey tonight
Hesitant machines Clear ache inside
Celibate, bright needles say, “Invite Skeletons Here.”
Tailored silences
And crayon toxic twins
Admired White cagelings
Deceased, translucent, skinned
Wives abort shy devotion
Adhesive, plaster skies
In fire write, “Blame me?”
And I say, “No.”
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18. |
In Liquid Summer Schools
04:23
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"In Liquid Summer Schools"
She coughs a spelling bee up
Life phones in
Pupils vent
Ladders where they are not allowed
And sleeping is excused
Disowned bodies angered forget to shout, “Leave!”
Dust here makes a promise
Sneeze
Hives
Curious duties
Fettered punch-cards
Trap-door sweetness
Contagious
Snowmen bruised
Transceivers of warmth
Until names
Take shape and
Exchange
I've bitten sugar spoons
In liquid summer schools
Where I
Fade through chairs
Rooftops swallowed
Wagging our tongues
A stone bladder crushed and weighed
Peeled knees uniformed
Disowned bodies angered forget to shout, “Leave!”
Dust here makes a promise
Sneeze
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Did My Absence Follow Me
05:48
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"Did My Absence Follow Me"
I am in photographs with my
Imaginary friends in
Hospital
Should someone borrow
Leave crease-less view of the private parts
Did my absence follow me into this
Waiting room
There hangs a photograph of my imaginary friends in
Hospital
Cocooned
Valets soft
Dissect this
Silent god
I am in photographs with my
Imaginary friends in
Hospital
Should someone borrow
Leave crease-less view of the private parts
Did my absence follow me into this
Operating room
Where hangs a photograph of my imaginary friends in
Hospital
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"The Last Bruise I Harvest Here"
In casts Nudes I Scald
Weave bandages from canvases
In hospices
Like mantises
In Love
The last bruise I harvest here
Caressed By Searchlight Blue
Promenades clear
Where blind, tangled, noosed pairs Will nod
Miles of food-chain
Break apart
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"Orphans Veiled in Feathers"
A maimed home "Who lives there?"
I think no one Or maybe me My Dear
And weeds Some Say, "thank you"
A womb and and eye open, shut
My cancer craves debut
Whores gloved nurse orphans
Veiled in feathers
And when we laugh We laugh together
Tightrope binds hope Life steeped in waste
With every climb, I fall
My heart beats Erased
And if I'm drawn this way Then I'm drawn this way
Applause like sparks Choking in the dark
Her face Shown And disappeared
A pink no one Or maybe me
My Dear
And dreams Some
Stay past due
A womb and an eye open, shut
My cancer craves debut
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"The Firstborn Stands Sedated"
You lost and found me in these
Ulterior spaces
The firstborn stands sedated mine
A kiss too late
Benign good mornings that I cannot re-do
October sneers
Incised fore-warnings that your mutable knots loose
A sobering fear
Knives white like frozen honey
Seep inside me
Arc and flay
"Confess", you scream
A shred of something
Now an art piece on display
Hands divide you
Lambs deny you fits of clarity, restrained
Vanished people searching nerve-ends
Missed, sought, pleasantly maintained
Hands inside you
Lambs decide who fits
Life centrally contained
Smiling damaged
Lurching forward
Bleached twins and bathing in bright
Interior spaces
The firstborn sand, cremated fine
Spring's hiss opaque
Benign good mornings that I cannot see through
October sneers
Disguised in burning, white disposable classrooms
I loved you even there
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I Am Erasing Doors
05:56
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"I Am Erasing Doors"
A growing chorus of spores
Like shedding skin pried from the numb and
In them pain and clinical routines and scars
Hour hands slice open people then
Leave them bright, shy hopes for sequels and
Rows of leaders need our meat for their
Broken little drum
Force feed more than life could
My collection of dry eyes should
See through petaled nights of loss that share
A home inside of my heart
There unsetlled like every place I haunt
And you're building more
Force feed more than life could my collection of dry eyes should
See through petaled nights of loss that share
A home inside of my heart
Written in pencil like everything I want
And I'm erasing doors
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"Where All of These Towns and Choices End"
I will find a book I penned between lives blank
Where all of these towns and choices end
Freight for annulled ships
Discreet lives claimed
A shared vacancy required
No recall of what harm brought bleaching time
When I buried these flies
These flies
Know that all of what arms sought reaching mine
Is forgotten by
Design
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25. |
On Glass
01:23
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Feeding Fingers
Formed in 2006 by artist Justin Curfman, re-located to the EU in 2010 and has since evolved into an internationally connected project with intermittent members from the USA, Germany, Austria, & Italy. Feeding Fingers has toured N. America & Europe since 2006 with IAMX, David J. (Bauhaus, Love & Rockets), Nitzer Ebb & others, including two appearances on National Public Radio. ... more
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